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September 2nd, 2005


02:05 am - how many of you missed me?
So its been.. FOR- EV- ERRRR :)
I've been doing the MYSPACE thing I know I know I'm a trader.. ITS JUST SO MUCH MORE ADDICTING WITH THE PICTURES AND THE COMMENTS AND THE well.. oh well I'm doing pretty awesome in life
I'm in love
I'm in college UT baby..
I work all the fmkdfhmkhmgkhmgklh time!
I am happy

If you wanna catch up with me.. Leave a comment I'll give you the myspizzle link..
that also goes for those of you over there I have not yet found :)
YAY for LJ updates

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June 23rd, 2005


03:48 am
My life is falling to pieces...
Blah.
I almost packed up and moved out last night
My boyfriend is about to get kicked out of his house BEACUSE HE'S WITH ME
as if I'm horrible.
Whateve so Now hes unsure about affording college..
we know thats mindys rules..
gah
IM A SPAZZZZZAAATTTACCCKKK this week
whatever.
someone call me
Im lonley! lol

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03:48 am
My life is falling to pieces...
Blah.
I almost packed up and moved out last night
My boyfriend is about to get kicked out of his house BEACUSE HE'S WITH ME
as if I'm horrible.
Whateve so Now hes unsure about affording college..
we know thats mindys rules..
gah
IM A SPAZZZZZAAATTTACCCKKK this week
whatever.
someone call me
Im lonley! lol

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June 14th, 2005


04:26 pm
Here I am
Standing before you while my seams start to come apart.
Baby you've got the needle and thread.
Keep me together
Piece me together
Be my sanity
I'm coming apart at the seams right before your eyes.
Baby I'm like raggedy ann
And you're my helping hand
Here I am falling apart.
The worlds pullin at my strings
Piece me together
Keep me together
Needle and thread, I'm losing my head
Baby - baby you gotta be my sanity... you're all i've got

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June 8th, 2005


08:28 am - GRADUATION PICS

BEWARE UNDER HERE LIES MANY PICTURESCollapse )

 

 

 

 


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June 2nd, 2005


10:28 pm
Read Des Journal entry
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LOL

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May 31st, 2005


09:42 pm

So I'm finally ready..
Finished my AP paper.. and Now all I gotta do is sit back and GRADUATE!
seriously man
THIS IS AWESOME
i'm ready
and I heart my boy..
A LOT..
He's My Mister..
I'm his Miss:)

We are getting to be one of those couples that make you kind of sick!
lol

I like it.. I can't wait till this summer.. I'm excited... BOYS AND GIRLS.. LIFE IS ABOUT TO BEGIN.

:)


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May 30th, 2005


07:37 pm

I'm seriously annoyed. I've worked the last 12 days I'm tired and NEED TO WORK ON MY PAPER but I'm so damn brain dead its hard.... I'm worried.. I think I'm making a mistake and I'm clenching my teeth in order to not turn around a book it in the other direction... I'm scaring myself.. I don't want this to be wrong.. I don't want to do something I don't feel I'm worth.. I really don't think I am worth of what's going to happen.. I'm scared. WHATEVER.. brushing that off my shoulder for now.. with promises of a more elaborate explanation later...

 

Heres a pic of my two best people

My bestfriend and my boyfriend

theres a way to make me smile.

 

and random one of myself..

 

sorry no LJ cut.. you people never click those anyways


Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Smile Empty Soul

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May 24th, 2005


08:45 pm
Chaos is beautiful on him..
It's so amazing watching him when he has a something on his mind.. the way his eyes move from object to object like he's trying to concentrate on anything but the million thoughts in his mind..
I can see past his eyes.. I can tell he has chaos.. and In some strange way I think that's beautiful-
Knowing I'm not alone in this.. Is awesome.

I'm always a bundle of chaos.. thinking random thoughts.. deciding which one I'm going to accept.. Jumping from this to that.. trying to concentrate so hard they blend together. I think I'm crazy sometimes.. but I love it.. I stay on my toes.. I'm always contemplating.. and Chaos isn't horrible once you learn to have some control..
YES control + chaos... definetly a oxymoron
But then again that's what I am sometimes.. A GIANT CONTRADICTING OXYMORON
I'm not a hypicrit.. don't ever tell me that.. I hypicrit won't admitt to their contradictions..
I on the other hand absolutley will
Yes I think it's amusing I'm one of the girliest girls ever.. I always do my hair and makeup and obsess over shoes like no other..
But I fight like a boy, play like a boy.. and no more about cars then most boys/men will ever.
I love being home.. I'm the biggest homebody ever.. hanging around the house in Pjs all day=AWESOME..
yet my goal in life is to travel the ENTIRE world.

get the point?

And finally i've found a boy just as chaotic as me.

We both are a bundle of chaos..
but somehow put together.. we tame one another.
That my friends makes it BeAuTiFuL

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May 22nd, 2005


10:11 am
I bought a new car
Yes another RED HONDA CIVIC.
go figure
this one is a 2000 and has less than a quarter of miles my old one did
so that being said..I'm excited...and happy to just be driving anything but a mommymobile eh?

although it did do my pocket quite the damage..I'll survive
ANYWAYS
I always said if you hit rock bottom hard enough.. you'll bounce back up even faster..
He must have lined the ground with rubber cuz I've been pretty damn happy for the past few months..

I really like this.. I really really do.

I'm just scared because whenever things get this good..
SOMETHING REALLYREALLYREALLY BAD MUST HAPPEN IN ORDER TO COMPLETLY DESTROY MY GOODTIME.

patiently...
I'm waiting.

But for now.. I heart him..

ehh Doug has both my "THE USED" cd's.. I miss them already..
It's alright though I'll get through another day without them..

I was driving through my neighborhood blaring MyChemicalRomance last night at quite a disrespectful hour... and a kid hopped out in front of my car..
he was probably eh.. 18 19...he wanted to tell me "he loved that song"
pretty sure he was trashed and almost died.. because I rarley heed to speed limits.

But all was well and I got a nice tee hee type laugh from it..

I also went to the guitar center and looked at bass's yesterday..
I need a new one.. but I also need to pick my hobbie.. I don't have money for this crap
I just bought a new car and you know I want to play with it... so money there..
If I buy a new bass.. I'll start with all the toys that go with it.. I made a pretty clean break before.. I might need to hold off on rekindling that fire?

Also the 40$ worth of art supplies I bought yesterday... I know.. did I really truley need that?
Probably not..
Did I do it anyways
HELL YES I DID.

My obsessions make my pockets empty..
But life is too short I suppose..
well darlings It's time for me to go to work..
Money at this point is a DEF. NEED.
later loves

*Min Lyn

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