May 24th, 2005
Chaos is beautiful on him..
It's so amazing watching him when he has a something on his mind.. the way his eyes move from object to object like he's trying to concentrate on anything but the million thoughts in his mind..
I can see past his eyes.. I can tell he has chaos.. and In some strange way I think that's beautiful-
Knowing I'm not alone in this.. Is awesome.
I'm always a bundle of chaos.. thinking random thoughts.. deciding which one I'm going to accept.. Jumping from this to that.. trying to concentrate so hard they blend together. I think I'm crazy sometimes.. but I love it.. I stay on my toes.. I'm always contemplating.. and Chaos isn't horrible once you learn to have some control..
YES control + chaos... definetly a oxymoron
But then again that's what I am sometimes.. A GIANT CONTRADICTING OXYMORON
I'm not a hypicrit.. don't ever tell me that.. I hypicrit won't admitt to their contradictions..
I on the other hand absolutley will
Yes I think it's amusing I'm one of the girliest girls ever.. I always do my hair and makeup and obsess over shoes like no other..
But I fight like a boy, play like a boy.. and no more about cars then most boys/men will ever.
I love being home.. I'm the biggest homebody ever.. hanging around the house in Pjs all day=AWESOME..
yet my goal in life is to travel the ENTIRE world.
get the point?
And finally i've found a boy just as chaotic as me.
We both are a bundle of chaos..
but somehow put together.. we tame one another.
That my friends makes it BeAuTiFuL
that's okay, because you are one absolutely fabulous oxymoron.
&&he looks good on you.
and vise versa.
|Date:||May 30th, 2005 03:59 am (UTC)|| |
That was good day, I never forget. I love you lady.